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Saturday, 9 July 2016

Holographic Truths: Manipulation Part I

There's something so insidious about something so insidious. Except, when we are aware of just how insidious it is, then we can choose to express ourselves in a different way. Even the most subtle of choices and agendas can be fraught with something like a little peppering of this parasitic manoeuvre, and once we have played through the various layers of the game: We can choose not to play anymore.

What once was a currency of decision making, moulding and subservience in hierarchical levels: something better is better to choose and doesn't come with such a karmic backlash. Or, Karmic superimposition onto our very souls.

Shortish video, of part I on manipulation. What will you choose to allow to be expressed through your body, this lifetime?


Monday, 28 March 2016

Insular Polarities: Neutralise, Energise

The very nature of our existence is defined within thought forms, both personal and collective. Our bodies are the most amazing pieces of God-Tech ever known, yet many without the owners manual veer off course before their souls hook up in alignment and show the way for how it is best embodied. Providing, at least, some comfort through dark terrain and keeping that flame ignited in the heart, the heart that knows: there is so much more, keep on, keep on going.

Searching for answers keeps us on a path, searching or wishing for particular desires to come to reality, or for life to 'turn out how we want it to' keeps us subtley and insidiously off-track, and in energy terms, it keeps us locked into artifical constructs of societal 'desires' for your best life ever.
What is this? that many search for, yet cannot find? What is this that keeps the average person locked into a reality that is not of their own choosing? Why do some seem to get all the tough lessons, and other's it's plain sailing (at least from the outsider looking in)?

Sunday, 13 December 2015

Holographic Truths: Releasing Archetypes

I've just named this post titled Releasing Archetypes. However in today's age, it might have been better to name it Archetypes Integration. When we integrate something, we can neutralise it back to source. This is definitely a freeing ability indeed. There are many Archetypes playing out in the fields, though, so we might be quite busy.

There are so many expressions of consciousness, and so many different labels that we can attribute to our phases and transitions. In any given moment we may have identified with a particular teaching, or a particular 'label', and even in the most granular description or depiction of label, some of that content of description doesn't depict just how many overlays, overtones and underneath all of our harmonics - the base structure that holds us together. Words somehow, even though the context in which we can mould and bend them, still don't fuse together the depth of who we are. Really.

In certain functions, and times and spaces, we are allowed to glimpse into what makes us even more than we can see, taste, touch, imagine or feel.

Sunday, 1 November 2015

Holographic Truths: Lightbody Building

As an individual person, perhaps on the spiritual path or the ascension path, or knowing your starseed roots; reclaiming your energy and building your spiritual house back to a balanced state is part of the plan. It takes real dedication to your own source power to assist you in building that spiritual house back to build your lightbody into all the other dimensions of which you exist. It doesn't happen in a linear fashion, because we are spherical like the planet earth. Therefore, even when we think about a linear 1 to  to 3 etc, when we awaken our request to know our souls or creator even more than we do: we awaken parts of us in the other dimensions where the other parts of our architecture reside, just waiting to be called up and reclaimed into the pure light of our souls through all dimensions, and residing anchored here in the physical. 

For many starseeds on earth, there is a deep pain in our hearts and minds and bodies and souls, when we feel utterly disconnected and completely misunderstood here. It's like being dropped into disconnection. The way I have seen it is that we have chosen to come back to earth to re-connect earth to the higher spiritual bodies that reside as higher structures in the higher frequencies all the way back to the one source of creation the Trinity God Head. As we each build our own lightbodies, we also build Earth's lightbodies, because we are like cells on the earth body. Anchor points on the grid. We don't have trinity wave here on earth, it has to be reached and anchored back here in our physical/etheric bodies. We are the channels. We are the anchors. We are conduits.

Friday, 2 October 2015

Insular Polarities: What if I feel drained during reiki or other energy healing?

Hi team! Long time no speak ;)

I've been hiding in my own spiritual closet, integrating more and more and more, and traversing more layers of what's out there in deepest space and all along, bumping up neutrons with my fellow counterparts on this mission strand. Interesting, and trust testing indeed.......

I felt like I should share some of my own perspective on the topic that is this "Oh, you shouldn't really feel exhausted or drained during healing sessions. If you do, then that's not right." Followed by a deep breath and strange look from someone who has never felt tired giving Reiki in their whole life. Kind of sets you up for a mission failure badge to add to your collection then, huh? Just what every aspiring lightworker on the path really needs. Negative-ego-undermining implants. 

Monday, 22 June 2015

Copyright or ownership of spiritual knowledge........

Copyright or ownership of spiritual knowledge....splitter divisions including superior or inferior thoughts.

For your consideration if it resonates :)

I was speaking with someone a few weeks who said they didn't feel right sharing some of the things I'd 'taught' them, because it was 'my' teaching. So I had to say there's no 'owner' of spiritual knowledge, but only the lenses of perception in which we currently find ourselves. Can any of us really own anything? Can we own 'knowledge' that comes from the great giant one in the sky, directly to our own person? So, there is nothing that I would share or teach that hasn't come from my direct experience, from my perceptions, else, I'd be an imposter. That's not my vibe. Also noting, that if what I had passed on in my 'teaching' had assisted someone out there - then come on sister! Share it, share it for all! We are done with the whole with holding of information and copyrighting of energies that cannot actually be 'copyrighted!'.

Does the sunshine have a copyright on it, for right use?

Sunday, 10 May 2015

Holographic Truths: Ascension Partners I

Hey everyone,

How's the energetic weather where you are? I've been slightly absent online this year, pretty much like last year. So please forgive me while I send out the words here as best I can. I held a few 'ascension' classes from my perspective, here in my locality; in an attempt to convey in real life terms exactly what the path of ascension for us humans *might* encompass. #ascensionclassmystyle
The situations and encounters we find ourselves in are far reaching and changeable, if only we would learn to navigate these stormy, sometimes beautiful waters with grace and breath. It's not all sweetness and light, but the effort you make to dedicating yourself to your highest soul expression sure does assist. You can be sure your soul and the creator have a wild ride for you, even when you are on the brink of your own limits, your expansion shows up and guides you gently into the way. When you least expect it.

Friday, 20 March 2015

Dear Angels: Why I stopped using you

When we are sampling the experience spectrum-delicacies of life, wouldn't it be boring if we just stuck to the same old stuff all the time? A bit like never growing beyond your current perspective, or not believing that you are a pure consciousness that spans the galaxy wide when you aren't in your earth body.

Everything on my website is truth from my own perspective, through direct experiences that I have had. Many of these led me to a greater and a deeper understanding, and one which cannot be conveyed in words to others on the path, we have to feel and experience for ourselves.

I have not been writing on here as often as I once did. Many reasons for that, but least of all is that I have been undergoing some expansion, growth, training and inner healing work. On a large scale. So, I apologise if you were becoming a regular reader and where did I drop off to, exactly?

What I will write today may have the power to ask you to question yourself. You will probably also question me, or my motives or why I am stating this stuff online.

Monday, 19 January 2015

Discernment with spiritual guidance...intuition shifts

Hi how are you doing today?

Here's something for you to ponder. If you are embodying your own intuition and are always being asked to assist others in this capacity: maybe you are enabling them not to contact their own inner guidance systems? Perhaps you need to focus your attention strongly on your own path? For your own guidance?

In the following video, I discuss my journey on how intuition perception changes, can be manipulated and why we are all on different strands of the path and why what YOU think or resonate with in any spiritual guidance is always paramount.

One thing I missed from my off the cuff blethers in this video, is that when I visited a reader once upon a time, I was being given specific guidance from spirit through this reader. However, when I offered up what that guidance meant for me in my heart: the reader said 'no - that's not what it means for me, so always take my meaning for it'. I left slightly disappointed, but then realised: we can each only interpret at whatever levels or meanings we have - and if I am able to jigsaw puzzle what the true meaning for me was (and how I had actually interpreted the meanings) then I was better off having two people (the reader and I) give it their best shot. But, again, realising: I am my own best source for guidance, even when I require others to give me some messages. As will most likely be the same for you.

Don't get hung up on what you've been told. I have known people to let life pass them by, just because a 'fortune teller' told them that the man of their dreams had dark hair. mmhhhm. Or, that they had to be fearful if they ever saw the colour silver in a person.

So.....with that aside......
Shields up! Opinions for your consideration *slightly muffled sound for the first part*
1. Constantly providing your intuition for others enables them to not use their own. You are enabling them to rely on you, instead of finding their own soul and own heart
2. Intuitive senses can be manipulated
3. Don't get hung up on spiritual guidance, energies ALWAYS change
4. Your intuition will change, finding your own truth vibe
5. Dreams are Sooooooo important

link to youtube video discernment with spiritual guidance

With much love,
keep up the great work on your own inner path......the path to your own truth xxx


Tuesday, 23 December 2014

Seasons Greetings! 2014 You have been........

Dear readers (sparklefriends),

When I started my site I had no idea. I had no idea what was in store for me on my path, but I jumped on it anyway. I decided to share from my heart in the thought that; perhaps one other person out there might just think - you know what? Yeah. I get it too. So with wild abandon, I still feel like writing, even though my words are sometimes made up and don't translate purely to the other languages. I know, you will feel it in your giant heart radar with your divine sparkleness.

So, anyways. It's not just at this time of year that we might feel happy or sad, but in a time of family focus, it can also serve as such a reflective time upon what the last year and moments of the fleeting kind can really and truly mean to us. In each moment you are always accessing your own universe, if it is your intention to do so. (did you switch your TV off yet? home and away will still be there!)

In many cases I attempt to add some humour into my writings, but it's not so much to ensure that there is some: it's that I see the humour in many situations and attempt to convey this crazy and somewhat daunting path as a human on an ascending planet at this time. We can really go to some depths of sadness, but equally so in some cases we can achieve the depths of happiness; and often either of these spectrum pieces appear in ways contrary to how we may accept or would like them to appear or feature in our lives.

I have done so much introspection this year, and I am sure that you have too. My best hermit impression yet. Whilst speaking with a dear soul mate it was exchanged that a lot of 'letting go' has occurred in many ways, and from my perspective it's letting go that is the hardest thing of all to do. Especially when things just don't seem to work out they way we want, and we want so much for it to all just get better. If we could only hold on a bit longer to ensure a change is made. When we put our trust in our higher power, all is taken care of in ways we haven't even considered possible. And, again, letting go has the power to allow that space to usher in and support us.

Then, there's the soul mate maddies who turn up when you least expect it, and all you can do is stare in awe (yeah, ok, sorry that's the starey eyed look I get when I am processing that it's REAL) that someone else speaks your light codes!!!! Oh god! Thank you for sending support teams invisible and visible to surround us. Thank god. Honestly, I've said it before, and I will say it again and I say thank you so much for incarnating on the planet with me at this time. If there was anything to be truly grateful for: its knowing there is SO MUCH MORE! than is portrayed in the matrix. SO MUCH MORE! Thank you, thank you, thank you.

In my life this year I've been keeping extra quiet (well....in some ways!) and have done a lot of self observation. In my videos I took a leap to just attempt to convey some of my direct experiences via the youtube medium instead of my writing. I had to face up to what I thought about seeing myself conveying some kind of me-speak - but in the end, I got over my fears and thought- what the freak am I here for then, if I can't share openly and honestly?

The grateful part of me, I am so honoured to be here and to be being myself. My real self, for those who will honour that in all others that they meet. I've been blessed to witness those who do not peer through ego-tinted lenses and project their 'stuff' onto others. Those who know their own inner presence, and nothing diminishes it; only enhances it for all the world to see and know, and to hold the love vibration in their every word, look and exchange.

For those who will show their vulnerabilities without the fear of rejection. Those who live in their love. No matter what.

I am grateful to all those who make up the tiny jigsaw pieces of my life, and those who hold the keys without really knowing that they do. #divinetiming

More gratitude for those who support me in my every moment of life, and those who share my life with me. My partner, my parents, my friends, my soul mate family, my bio family, my invisible cosmic family, my workmates and my most incredible achievement yet.....my son. My beautiful glowing radiant SUN. Who has shown me what no other could.

There have been many layered themes of acceptance and growth. There have also been the hard parts of realising deeper meaning behind and within and without, even when I haven't wanted to understand at levels that I wasn't sure were even real. With all this on board and truly integrated now (again as there seem to be infinite threads of layers), I can be more at peace within myself, and allow for flow to occur on new levels. New friends have entered my life in divine appointment style. Folks I had only dreamt of are coming in! Friends have left my space, and I have left theirs. Sometimes, we need to relinquish control to view from another knowing space. Space can offer so much, and yet, bring it all home to us at the same time.

So, with this, I offer you peace in your own heart and a way to find it: accept the dark and the light in your own self. Judge not another, nor yourself. First Love Yourself. The way you are right now. 

And, in another area of the creation field, my great and crazy rocket of a soul mate Gaar and I, create from our hearts. From our hearts to your hearts:

Youtube link Sphooki: http://youtu.be/wqcYmxckhFs

Monday, 22 December 2014

Holographic Truths: The digital numbers 11:11 12:12 13:13 14:44 333 444 555 666 etc

I've noticed that my old posting here was receiving some recent reads and I realised something: The numbers mean something, much much different to me now than they did waayyyyy back then. Way back then when time was speeding up no end, and my life was a vast series of huge synchronicities in a hugely undeniable fashion.

So, let's let a little light in then, shall we? I am long overdue keeping up with my writings in a timely fashion. 

I'll let you into a little secret. Depending on who your support team are, is dependant on what the numbers might mean for you. At this current moment in your existence. Depending on who you are communicating with or what your wake up codes are, is what you might notice from the numbers.

For me, there was a no denying time period in 2007-2008 whereby every single thing I did I was seeing 333 everywhere. When I say everywhere - it was like reading some mathematical quiz in the fabric of the coded matrix, but someone forgot to give me a public/private key to read it.....So, I merely observed. And, I observed with keen fervour and wondered just what was taking place in my reality that would allow me to see something I'd never noticed before? the numbers.....I can laugh now, since I am pretty sure the invisible support teams would be like - yeah just please, come onnnnn, look over here! We lined up all the cars with treble number sequences just so you will wake the darn up!!!! Come on....Wake Up! We are waiting on you! Catch the freakin signs mannnn! ["jeeez, this being a guide for humans is SOOOO overrated! they can't even notice the basics sometimes...."]

And, so I did. I paid attention. Hard not to when every file you save has 333kbs, and your mailbox has 333 unread items, and the phone number of your best friend's landline contains 888, and every car you seem to be behind or tracking.....just happens to have a treble number code on it. 

One journey I recall was paying my respects to my Dad via a nice wee drive to one of his favourite places. During that journey, I was being shown that everyone on the road that day (on my road journey) and not just there, but back also - yes, everyone in south lanarkshire that could own a car (bus....taxi...etc) with a treble number in the license plate was out that day also. They even brought themselves out with their private car plates to show my initials and combinations of my surname in many cars that day. The truman show, anyone? Honestly. I couldn't make this stuff up, even if I tried. 

No one was ever going to call into question my observation skills. Ohhhh nooo. My observations were amazing. Or, perhaps I was drowning in the millions of signs via numbers during every waking moment. 

So, I did what any diligent newbie awakener would do- I found the angel numbers book, and I read. Every time I read a number, I was gratified in the knowledge that I had now found an answer to what angels had been trying to tell me all this time. That 444 meant that they were all around me. 

But. What. If, I just thought it was angels, cos everyone else on the planet was speaking about them - and I just decided that yes, mine must be from angels too, right? Huh? Yes, because of course, I was conversing with them every day and all of that jazz. 

Moving on. 

So, as I moved along my path I began to become more, shall we say 'discerning' with my communications and ask for specifics and not just run to the angel number book. I realised that these numbers might actually be something else, and with my waning communications with angels (my choice, but more on that for another day and it's nothing sinister) I wanted to understand with more clarity just what I was meant to know from these numerical signs. 

As a child I went through a period of counting everything in sight. I'd count things, count them backwards, make sure I'd counted every floor tile at the dentist. Note the patterns in objects and count them. Note people in a room and count them too. Count my teeth, check out some algebra and count that too. I realise now also, that the number patterns are everywhere, within everything and people also. Then reading music. I actually hated to count the beat value of the notes I was seeing in front of me. I never did it. I just sight read the music, and it came out. I astounded one piano teacher when I was in my 20's who came to the house and asked me to sight read a piece. I just did it, no counting, no foot tapping, just did it. He was impressed. I didn't really know what he was going on about, it was just something I could do. Nothing fancy. Might not be able to do that still, however.....

So, anyways. As I have moved along my journey and as I understood some 12 parts of my soul being present with me (some on that here)  as in a multi-dimensional existence, but in the right here and NOW space where I was more than aware of this: I understood the numbers to begin to mean something else. 

It was easy for me to accept all those years ago that I was speaking with angels, and thus they must also use the Doreen Angel Numbers guide to allow me to interpret what they were telling me. 

(That beloved book is on a bookshelf somewhere, where I no longer feel the need to check it out to get the answers, but it did support me for a long time) 

This is where I want to say that it's up to you to decide the language in which you will speak or sign with your support teams.  

When you understand that there are vast amounts of beings in the other vibrational levels then you will know that all your communications may not be coming from just one source. Even when you think it is. For example, there was that time that my Dad was sending me signs and messages and I was noticing them, and being grateful for them - but I was attributing these specific signs from angels. My poor Dad, standing in another vibration and probably shaking his head saying something along the lines of 'For Goodness' sake Mhairi! It's MEEEEEE. Not the angels!!!!' and then, when it dawned on me - I said apologies for misinterpreting and thanks for making my day once more with the special signs that only a Dad can send his daughter. 

If you are only beginning to see the numbers or notice them, I'd like to validate that you are not going crazy. No one has hacked the coding of your matrix point to drive you off course. I urge you to pay attention, and then get inside your heart space during meditation. 

1. Get inside your heart during meditation, and ask sincerely what a particular sign/number means.
2. Set your energy space during sleep time to shield and learn what the codes are telling you
3. Ask your ascension support teams to guide you to other sources in your awareness until you realise what the number code or sign means for you
4. Ask if you need to know on a conscious level what the numbers are meaning
5. Relax
6. Breathe
7. Figure out what's happening in your life when you start to notice codes: have you been seeing the sequences during changes or shifts in your own life? How would you perceive the shift? correlating to what numbers you are currently witnessing? 
8. On your ascension/spiritual path, are you working through something that you are consciously aware of? 
9. Observe, observe, observe. When you need to know, you will.
10. Keep an open mind. One person's light codes with interpretations are not the same as anothers.

Work out your own signs, and numbers if you feel called to do so. 

Let me tell you a little story about my observations on my path, and it's not so much to do with the numbers...but it should still serve a purpose.......
Once upon a time I realised via my energy work I could see inside people like a microscope. I wasn't always sure of what I was seeing, but on some levels I was. I would know medical terms and I would see like a lens inside and I would also perhaps see energy moving and what this looked like. I am laughing now, since a jovial taunt from one of my 'friends' was that I thought of myself as some kind of Doctor. It was one of those cheeky observations by friends, who don't really have any meaning behind their words. Fast forward to me realising this skillset, and it makes sense. So, on my journey and observations with clients I would begin to understand what I was seeing and know what it was. Some things would be validated later on by those clients seeing doctors, and sometimes a while later they would actually be diagnosed via a series of tests or scans that would prove what I'd seen/felt had been accurate. Sometimes these clients wouldn't get scans or validation via the medical teams until many months later. 

I just allowed myself to continue on with my own patterning, and my own understanding of what I was sensing/seeing or feeling inside the client's body. 

One day, I decided to read another medical intuitive's book who said that every time you see an organ with i.e 'brown' in it, it meant they had a specific issue with that organ. But, my lesson here is that - that's not the colour or code that I was using with my own intuitions, it was a different 'map key'. So, my guide team thought since I took an interest in this other person's work that they would show me in those terms also. This is where confusion set in just a little. I decided to go with MY OWN original keys or maps or signs, as these had served me well up until that time. Sure, I could incorporate some unknown items into my appendix, but, first and foremost the way I was seeing things first was right for me. 

You might check in and see pink and you know what that means to you - but I may see the same issue/condition as a different colour, and thus - we would both be right, but with different codes/signs/keys to the map. 

The point I attempt to convey is this: your codes are for you. Your numbers are for you. You probably hold different codes and energies from your friends, but it doesn't mean you will receive the answers from how *they* interpret their own guidance. Your signs via the numbers could change and different points in your life, depending on where your knowledge or attention is at any given moment. 

I've said it before and I will say it again: go inside. Books can help give a frame of reference, people can assist also but the best case studies you can experience are your own. Check out your own internal radar first. Ask yourself first. You have all the tools within you. 

With love, and 12:12, 
Mhairi x

Saturday, 6 December 2014

Holographic Truths: Manage thy thoughts, save the planet

Imagine if you realised that the fears you hold active, or that are triggered in your energy field: feed into a giant 'fear' energy field that feeds the planet's fears, and in perpetual motion and fluidity of creational energy keeps fear alive in the hearts and minds of others, and actually binds them? Putting them into fearful states, and keeping them locked down and out of the love field? (by the way, this is where choice and discernment come on line - for everyone. Energetic responsibility that you were not taught in high school, or primary school. We have the choice)

Bet you didn't realise just how powerful you are, did you?

Surfing the planet's grids, fear is a real energy. Surfing the energy of people's lightbodies, fear is a real energy. It's fairly undesirable when you see the results of it, when it keeps on keeping on - because we do.

Take back your power! See what is *truthfully* going on.

You have the power to change this planet. Are you going to just sit back, and let it happen?

Send your love out, and keep it straight and steady. Amplify your love field, and don't let anyone get in your way. Treat others as you would be treated, and above all: empty your mind from all that chitter chatter that keeps you locked down, because - you generate energy in those thoughts that can be picked up by others, and if they allow it to - that affects them. You have an affect on others, don't ya know?

Bet you didn't realise, just how powerful you are, did you? Och well, time to forgive yourself again. You can do it.


Keep on groovin on, groovy sparklefriends. Wade through the water. Wade through your own red sea root chakra and walk the emotions through from the start to the end of their packet transmission. Observer style. Allow, flow and grow. Observe and know, and grow.

Then, take control of what you will allow and what you won't allow in your own thoughts. You are equally affected as the other person's thoughts are flowing, therefore it's your responsibility to shield your lightbody. You won't get another one, it's yours forever and ever. Shieldy shielding, like energetic harmony and self-empowered love flow. Oh, ho!